Eggshells

Ever since I was a kid I always dreamt of working in the hospital. It started off when I told my parents that I wanted to become a nurse, actually at that time I can't imagine being anyone else except becoming one, I'm not sure if I really understood what being a nurse really is, knowing the type of kid I was, but I was so sure that I'd like to become one. On the following years, as I grew older, news about nurses being unemployed in our country grew rampant and from then on I decided that I should quit thinking becoming one because it's not just all about what I want, it's also about how I would make myself grow and I just don't see that keeping my nose about this ambition of mine would do any good for me; but then that doesn't mean I quit dreaming on being on the medical field. In fact my hunger for it grew even louder, I think I thought for sure that being on the medical side is what's really meant for me. I decided to become a doctor. (Don't g...

There are these people who ask you pointless questions and when they do so, you answer them bluntly and think if they were just trying to make a conversation or they're interested or they just feel like asking you for nothing.  And then there are those who either wants to become your friend or those who wanted you as an enemy but then you just ignore them because you couldn't careless;since hating someone's just childish and it takes a mature mind to accept people as they are, no matter how irritated you are because they are their own selves and you just can't help it and you can't change them, I mean of course you can but thinking of changing people is way too ugly. We people can't make other people into our ideals; they have their own lives and we have ours we should let them be them, they have their selves who worries for themselves and we have ours, and we need to fix our own "worry list" because nobody would do it for us except our own selves...

Over time, our needs change. From preschool to college we depend on our parents almost on everything, but just how did things change over that period of time?  This  time I tried to think of 5 things that automatically changes from elementary to college, (which includes knowledge that is too obvious to the point that I can't even elaborate it in a special way). I didn't include preschool since I'm to young to remember whatever I needed at that time, if you remembered whatever those were feel free to comment it down below! :)  So here it goes! 1. Free time Elementary: You'd spent you break and lunch playing with friends after eating; you would play tag or chinese garter or or mini games or even ghost hunting, you'd spent times in old buildings acting all scared when a gust of wind blew saying "may multo!" ("there's a ghost!") and all your friends will shout and run for their lives like there is no tomorrow.  Highsc...

Trust me, people always blame "life" for their own misfortune. Well, not really "misfortune", but the results of their own doings. Well, it can't be helped right? All of us has the same experiences, I mean not really the same experiences but admit it, once upon a time, you blame life for whatever bad things had happen. Well, for me it is not life that is to blame. Let's take a student who studies hard for an example and imagine that the student is you . Well, all students study hard anyway, or at least they do their work as a student just to pass, so I could say, no student is a total slacker, nobody graduates without doing any effort, even students who keep on parasitising their other classmates actually made an "effort" to copy and cheat, well I guess, cheating also needs some courage and effort, you sacrifice a lot just to cheat, it is either you get a higher grade or the teacher/professor catches you and you luckly get  5 whic...